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Missing someone with all of me.

Little voice in my head

I didn't know that if you start to reconnect with a TV character you pick up little things from them. I seriously just started thinking about what I would say in this post and the voice in my head sounded like Buffy Summers. You know... SMG? It was WEIRD.

When I post this it might be on Sunday so each time I say today you need to know that I mean Saturday. Today (Saturday. Just wanted to help with that one.) I met four authors. One of which I REALLY wanted to see, a second that I thought was a different person, but turned out to be someone I would have LOVED to meet had I not had a brain fart, a third that I knew was an author when he walked up to the shelf I was at and started signings his books, and the fourth was there to meet the first b/c they have the same agent and b/c her first book comes out in a month. I Googled her and realized why she was so familiar looking. One of the blogs in my blog list posted about her a few weeks ago. I wish I had been able to be more excited for her when she told me that. I also met an unofficial author. As in she is trying to be a writer. She is "working on it". I wish er the best of luck. Had I not been 1)tired (I went into Atlanta before the signing to try and buy Dragon*Con tickets for next year) and 2) distracted (My mom wandered away leaving me nobody to (comfortably) talk to I would have been able to enjoy the day to its fullest. I guess I still have some of my vlogging habits intact b/c I know I enjoyed everything about today even though I didn't know it right that second.

I guess you want to know who I met. So... I'll tell you.
1- Ally Carter
2- Lauren Myracle
3- Lang Buchanan (It's two people, but the guy was there)
4- Janice Hardy

'Ello love

Last night was terrible. It took forever for me to fall asleep and when I did I had the worst dream I've had in a long time. I am almost positive that I cried.

I think I know why last night was so bad. I had a coffee. I went so long with out having coffee that every time I do now it freaks out my body. It's the coffee that kept me awake. I watched an episode of BTVS and when it was over I tried to sleep again. I should have watched a second episode because I ended up staying awake for another hour. It upset me so much that when I fell asleep the feeling transferred into dream land. The dream was about my dad. All I remember is that I had to take him to the ER and that my mom wasn't there yet. The waiting room looked like a fast food restaurant so I knew it was a dream, but I couldn't talk myself into waking up.

I didn't think about it until I made my own coffee this afternoon. I am worried that tonight will be worse. It scares me to the point that I don't really want to sleep.

You've got me laughing

While I sing.

I love Demi Lovato. I don't care if she is from disney. She rocks!

I am back at school and I still seem to fail at blogging. I'm going to work on that. Really, I will! I give you my word. If I don't start blogging more I will post a video link of me dancing. The Hoedown Throw-down.

Yes, the Hannah Montana dance.

My friend Kai had to learn it. Funniest thing EVAR!

I am thinking about changing majors. Right now I'm an English major. Writing is still a passion, but would you want me to be the one teaching your kids about grammar?

If you are unsure about the answer, I'll give you a hint. Say "NO". I only learned this year the difference between "it's" and "its".

It's not really my fault. Well, I guess you could look at it from a certain angle and say it is, but really, It's not. Let's go into a bit of back story. I was born 50% deaf. I had ear-tubes (that look like Christmas trees, btw) and I got my hearing "back". The thing is that While I had those tubes, I was learning language. And By language I mean I was learning how to talk. The way kids learn language is by listening. Seeing what their parents say when they touch things. Or watching Barney, etc. SO I was learning to repeat what I heard. Most of which I heard wrong. I still remember thinking to the color yellow was called lellow. It's close, but wrong.

Back story not even near being over, but I think I'll finish later tonight or tomorrow.

XOXO
Christina

Lost in thought?

I started watching lost back in April. Then I got back into reading (I have finished 10 books in the past four or five weeks) and I just haven't had the time to update this blog. I haven't even made a youtube video for my own channel since....April. I give my word that I will try harder to post.

Something of Note

That title is wrong is so many ways. I just looked at the 2008 posts. There are over a hundred. So far in 2009....4. Not going to let that stay like that. I am sitting in my class waiting to take my first final. Everyone is studying...except me. Whatever though. Cramming doesn't work.

There is a guy taking a picture of us. Weird... Still there....

Anyway. Started the vlog project on youtube. Fantasmicnerds. I am Thursday (don't know if I've said that yet).

Still there...

Dude is freaking me out. A lot. I need to stop now. I'll try to post a lot this month.

I just...gah

Again with the no blogging. How can I be a writer if I don't... you know.... write? There really isn't anything exciting to report. School ends this coming week. Tomorrow is my last class. The I have a final on Friday, Tuesday, and Thursday. Then summer starts. I still need to find a job. Money...I miss the days of being able to trade things. I wasn't alive when that was how most things were "bought", but I'm guessing it was a good time to shop.