Gingerbread

I made a house today. So much fun. I haven't made one since I was five. Tomorrow I am doing a little bit of Christmas shopping. I have to wait until some time after four so that I have a car to go in, but I am excited.

Just like the movies

A flash back... only less flash and a lot more back. I went to my high school today. I've been there a lot the past 18 months just never for so long at one time. I was in the cafeteria and I just couldn't stop myself from replaying one day in my head. I could almost see it.

My freshman year I met this guy. Josh. He was amazing. And he gave the best hugs in the world. He was a senior that year so it was the only time I got to spend any time with him. Last October he was in a car wreck and died. The 23 of September was his birthday and the 22 of October marks the one year. The next few weeks are going to be hard because almost everything reminds me of him.

The day I played over again in my head was one that I spent with him.

Lunch

...That's a weird title for 11pm.

I had lunch today with three of my friends. We ate and then when to Starbucks...for two and a half hours. We got to talk about everything. It was wonderful. We then went to Target and looked at just about everything in the entire store. Rachel did end up in trouble because her dad never got the voice mail she left on his phone. I feel terribly responsible for that. Blake asked me to go with her to homecoming so she wouldn't be alone. Patrick....poor Patrick. He was the only guy that was able to come out with us.

I almost

I was going to get a new phone today, but it didn't happen.

Sorry about the one line posts.

I can't believe I didn't post

Yesterday I got the things to make red velvet cup cakes. Today I made them, but I ran out of time for the icing. I'll do that tomorrow.

Happy National Punctuation Day!

I said it. Now, if only I was better at this comma thing.

90210

I may be addicted to the show.

Heroes

The show tonight was fantastic! I can't wait for next week.

Did I say something before?

About my family name being O'Coyne? I think i did, but this is something else. I mean, it is about the name just...yeah, I'll jump right in. I looked my family crests a few years ago. Now I understand not finding Coyne.

Sent the day

With family. It was nice.

WOOO!

Woodstock won!

It says I didn't post

I don't know what is going on.

I love you because...

I listened to some of the music for that show yesterday. Some of it its pushing past my limits, but there was one song i liked. But I do is the name of the song. It's nice. Well, I haven't eaten in hours so I need to go get some nutrients.

So...

I bought more books. Three if you are wondering. One is Utopia. I am excited. Also John Green's second book. And... Gulliver's Travels

Camera

I am putting pics on my computer, but its taking a long time. I didn't do coffee today but i think i may tomorrow. Not sure. I am going with my aunt to her doctors appt. just in case she is too tired to drive after. I need to be ready to go by 9:30 which means i should go shower now.

Did i miss it?

did i?

no. good. i just about flipped out. i am having coffee tomorrow. with my characters. a coffee chat.

It's Sunday?

I thought yesterday was Monday. I.....have no clue why I thought that. I posted and saw what day it was. Why did I not believe Google?

I haven't outlined with post-its yet, but I had some awesome dreams last night that have given fresh hope.

LALALA

I have been looking through my new seveteen magazine. not a good thing when i have no money.

Revenge on the Radio

Its song of a band I'm listening to. I like it. Band's name is Danger is My Middle Name.

I listened/watched Taylor Swift's new video for Love Song. It inspired me. I have work to do and music to be inspired by.

Hello

You know what today is. I'm just going to leave my post for today as it is now.

Well

I am trying to do the everyday posting, but I seem to have forgotten how.

Yesterday I picked up a...poster board of sorts. That is where the post-its will go. Well, where they are. I got bored and made "art".

Evan went home today. Kim used my empathy to her advantage and I have agreed to work on moving to New Mexico. I'm not thrilled. I want Colorado.

Kim was holding out on me

She has TONS of post-its. The goob.

I want post-its to plot out my book. And characters. Do post-its stick on walls for a long time? I hope they do. I'll take a picture when I'm done.

Lets see. I'll start with one saying the main idea. Then move on to the big events hat make the main idea happen. After that I will make some say the little things that make the big events happen that cause the main idea.
It would look like this:
A
1 2 3
a b c a b c a b c

WOO! outline.

For characters....i will do family trees and connections to how everyone know each other.

Another day another drama.

I have a Britney Spears song stuck in my head. Its catchy.

I NEED to get post-its. Grrr. I keep forgetting.
AH HA!I can go now. I'll see if Kim (my sister) and Evan (her boyfriend) will go with me. I'll explain when I get back.

College

I'm not even there and yet I am stressed out. Please, don't make any dessert jokes. I went this past spring, but I didn't return for fall semester. I regret that decision and I knew I would. I keep going back and forth in my head about returning this coming spring. I know I should, but there is nothing more terrifying. If I return and get 30 credit hours I can transfer to...where ever. As it is, I am in a tough spot. I didn't pass my algebra class and I dropped one early in the semester. Apart it isn't bad, but together they have made my GPA....less than attractive.

I should go back. I need to go back.

If I do will you be there to support me?

PARTY!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TyPLaBfQceE

I have no idea how to post videos. I feel that having the link there will appease you. It's so cool. I can't wait. I'll have to put it on my calendar so as not to forget.)

Also, to any of my IRL friends I'll post it on facebook.

That was enough

You have no idea how much a con can screw with your sleeping patterns.

I got home on Monday, but needed time to fix myself. Going days on just a few hours (pieced together over the four days) is hard. I didn't get to see get to see Hayden because the panel was canceled. (lame) I did, however, get to see Grant, Tango, Dustin, and Rob. Also Laurell K. Hamilton. We walked right by her. I'm talking two feet away. I bought a necklace that you put d4s in it for a gem stone look. and ear rings. Books. And....no, I think that was it. All around good time. Next year will be even better.

Oh! And we picked up a pirate. He was lost and we gave him a ride to the parade he was supposed to be in. He called us "some kind of crazy angels". I wanted to get a picture with him, but I never saw him again.